Wednesday, July 22, 2009♥
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12:32 AM♥
Youact like the world revolves around youpretend you're so funny and innocentwhen you're obviously not and newsflash, you ain't young no more.always treating me nice in front of everyonebut when everyone's goneyou don't even bother or evenacknowledge my existence.telling me i'm always in the wrongthat i was always full of nonsensealways saying this when we're alonearen't you tired?people say we're close but we knowwe know it's not true yet we just smileand continue the act of us as being "close"sometimes i wonder if it's even real.you make me go round and roundassuming this is all reali just realised it's a merry-go-roundwith no one on it except me.it was all a game to youit was all a lie to meto you to me its the same no?in our hearts, we hate each other.Youalways trying to act cute in front of everyonealways trying so hard to fit in by doing stupid thingsalways making such a scene out of everythingalways giving us stupid faces and words to respond to.did you know?the more you do these things, the more we're annoyed with you,the more we're gonna ignore you and your childishness.isn't it time to grow up?or have you not realised it yet?are you blinded by your own foolishness?i would be glad to slap you to wake you up.we don't ignore on purpose, but everything and everyone has a limityou're just reaching itwhich is just ridiculous.we've been telling you countless timeswake up and see the real worldstop living in your own foolish dreamsnow will you continue to dream?or live in the real world now?
Youshut up and listen to others talking for a second.Listen to yourself and stop making bogus excusesStop asking for attention which only causesmore stares at you from us.Youare you really gonna be there for me when i need you?you ran away as soon as you knew about itis that what you call a friend?is that what you meant when you said through thick and thin?my faith and trust in you weakens each second.Me.i have been studying much.the info might be going into the brain bit by bit.the left arm is kinda useless suddenly. the classes have been fun these days.the love? maybe not be working out right.i wonder why. lol.tashwhat's better to have hope? only to snatch it away.